I've always thought I was more mature than my peers. If I could put myself at an age based on maturity, I'd grow up at least 5 years, I bet. But I guess I've been proven wrong. On so many occasions, in many different ways. I realised I'm just still just a little, awkward boy, easily embarrassed and very shy. I lack the will and the drive to do a great many things, which is why sometimes I look like I'm just staring blankly into space. It's coz I'm imagining. It's something I do quite well. I hold grudges for lengthy periods of time, and rarely ever forgive and forget. But with you. I guess I'm opening up. I'd never thought I could be changed by anyone. I guess, You're the exception. The only exception. They said that one of the greatest feelings in the world is when you kiss her hand, and put it on your heart. -1556, 7-5-10 |