Half my mind is in the pits, the other half is trying to figure out a way to walk on water.

I didn't mean to make you sad or angry.

I just wanted to say what I felt, or what I thought I felt.

I guess I was being selfish.

Ironic, I know.

I was just afraid that I wouldn't treasure you as much.

Something about absence and fondness I remember...

But I...

Well...

I have no excuse for the things I said, or the time I said it.

I thought letting it out would help, but now I feel like shit. I'm pretty sure I made you feel bad too.

My lack of sensitivity is appalling.

So now, where do I stand?

I just wanted to request that you don't measure my love in the things I do for you, or the time I spend with you.

I still love you infinitely.

I'm sorry.

-0638