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New Year, Same Me Watching American Idol as I'm typing this out. Watching Glee later. Really excited to catch the first episode, it looks like a great show. Haven't done any schoolwork in the past 3 days, but I intend to start after glee, which ends at 10. I think I can manage pretty well. I think I should be able to anyway. But tell me this, does is matter? I always ask myself that, and I always procrastinate with the answer. This year's critical, and I seriously hope I don't burn out, like last year. Last year I made promises to study hard, and I kept that promise for about 1 month. Then I said, "Screw it," threw my books aside and somehow scraped my sorry ass through the rest of the year. Is that going to happen again? Does it matter? Yes. It matters. It matters so much, that right now I cannot describe the situation I will face if I fail to do so. But does it matter enough to me? That I will not let go. I don't know. I hope so. New year, same me. -2252, 20-1-10 Turn the clock back one year Return to time already past Relive a year long gone So I won't ever have to look to the coming. That's just how I feel. 9.06, 2-1-10 |