It's a matter of brain against heart. And after a long time of subduing emotions and reasoning with logic against fallacies of thought, I am forced to relook the current situation. So what is it? I like her, but I don't want to? I don't like her, but I want to? It's a fine line to choose, and in the end it's ironic that my brain thinks through all the circumstances, and chooses to follow my heart. I don't like her, but I want to. But it's forced and it'll never happen. And I'm not sad it'll never work. I'm enlightened actually. So I choose no. And live with the choice. With inumerable, grateful thanks to my grandmother's brother's granddaughter. -5.00p.m, 16-07-09 |