Chinese New Year's Eve on, what? 6th Febuary.
I don't know what to do for that day, that school ends early?

I am afraid to go back to Henry Park. Even though so much of me wants to.
Afraid of what I have to face there, because I've noticed how much one's heart and soul can take in the half a year I haven't seen it. Because I'm afraid I'll be part of the blame, and my own blame.
I'm also afraid of what WON'T be there. If I'm not wrong...

But I don't think I'll be heading back to the site where 2 of my best years took place.
Because...

Kai posted at 7.04 p.m, 30-1-07


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