Chinese New Year's Eve on, what? 6th Febuary.
I don't know what to do for that day, that school ends early?

I am afraid to go back to Henry Park. Even though so much of me wants to.
Afraid of what I have to face there, because I've noticed how much one's heart and soul can take in the half a year I haven't seen it. Because I'm afraid I'll be part of the blame, and my own blame.
I'm also afraid of what WON'T be there. If I'm not wrong...

But I don't think I'll be heading back to the site where 2 of my best years took place.
Because...

Kai posted at 7.04 p.m, 30-1-07


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"I'm waiting for my breath to be taken away."

That's what you told me. That's what I'm never going to believe.

Coz if your breath's gone, you're pretty much DEAD.

Kai posted at 10.13p.m, 28-1-07


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The 26 days started 3 days ago, on monday 14th January. Each day will be a new word appearing, in order of the alphabet.
Day 1 - Ash
Day 2 - Believed
Day 3 - Catastrophe
Day 4 - Depredation
Day 5 - Entangled
Day 6 - Frozen
Day 7 - Gone

and so on.

Kai posted at 6.58 p.m, 16-1-08


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School's started. It seems so strange...and I feel out of place of everything.

But enough of that. I don't like to think about it.

I've picked up the mouse and went to youtube.com and type in a singer's name. Her name is Taylor Swift. Most probably know her as the person who sand "Teardrops On My Guitar", which plays constantly on 987fm, and probably on Power 98fm, too.

Apparently, her songs are considered country music. I don't know why. But it doesn't really matter, I find them really good. If it IS country music, then I must say it's a really good type of country music. Country mixed with soft-rock music, meaningful lyrics and a beautiful voice, that is.

So maybe you should go take a listen. Remember, Taylor Swift.

Kai posted at 6.21 p.m, 3-1-07


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