To see your face, to hear your voice, to be in your presence.

But who can help me do this? No longer able to switch, will not be back by the time it's over. I have to miss everything that I was planning on that special day.

Ack. I don't know where the hell the previous two paragraphs came from. I was just...being me I guess. I always exaggerate too much for my own good anyway.

Two more days to OBS. From Monday to Friday whole of next week. Let's weigh the pros and cons, and on a scale of 1 to 10, how good/bad they are for me, 1 being the least extreme, 10 the most extreme.

Pros:
No school for the whole week 7/10
No CCA for the next week 5/10
Immeadiately after this week is the holiday week 8/10
No tuition 6/10

Total 26/40
Average 6.5/10

Cons:
Missing Teacher's Day 6/10
Missing going back to HPPS on Teacher's Day 9/10
Not catching up with old friends 10/10
Sleeping on the ground (something I'm actually accustomed to) 7/10
Having to eat CAMP FOOD 8/10
Knowing only 2 people in my camp group 7/10
Packing my bag 7/10
Having my mother fuss over anything I pack or have not packed 6/10

Total 60/80
Average 7.5/10

Hence, from the above chart(...?) you can obviously see that the cons not only outnumber the pros, they have a larger negative impact on me than the pros too. Hence I prefer not to go to the camp at all. But that just aint possible anymore, is it?

I hate the education system. I have enough camps thank you very much. I don't need one that, according to a bald female instructor, "helps me to discover my full potential". No thank you, I hate discovery. It only makes things more complex, always.

Kai posted at 10.54 p.m, 25-8-07


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