Why do I still keep this thing?

Apparently it's my one of my few connections with responsibility left. The rest are, in ascending order of importance (that means the least important in my opinion is at the front) :
Being a student
Being a APL
Being a mapler
Being a guitarist
Being a family member
Being a friend

As you can see in the list forementioned (is that the right word?), I am a mapler. Found this random interest this monday. Am a level 20 warrior as of this moment.
I think Tom would mock me in retribution for the comment on his playing RO.
I care, but am not affected by it. How......contradictory.
Honestly, it is quite fun, now with all the features they added, which were absent three years ago when I last logged on.
But one thing still remains. I suck at leveling in this game.

"Let me show you why, I would die for you" - Light Up The Sky, Yellowcard, Paper Walls

This particular line in the song should apply to everybody on the world. They do have someone to die for. I think I do, I knew I did (pay attention to the past tense), but now I don't know anymore. Again. Contradictions. I hate myself for this.
Being so contradictory, I mean.

Anyone up for anything? I think I can handle it.

Kai posted at 10.40 p.m, 15-7-07


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