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Blind Nothing much in school really, same old, same old, with me not passing homework and not caring and all that crap. Who really cares? Only thing is that I'm in a scout competition. And I am supposed to raise a tent as quickly as possible, and have be able to take blows. A lot of blows. The worse part is that the guy in charge isn't even sure of the rules. And he wants us to practice. Oh well. We got 2 more weeks to train, before the competition date on 10th Feb. Hmm, a reasonable amount of time. Only problem. All of us are blindfolded! Wow. How lame can that be? Getting blind people to built a tent, only to probably (not) see it fallingas part of the competition. ...... Kai posted at 4.02 p.m, 20-1-07 School is a drag. To me anyway. Not sure about anyone else. Tons of homework and stuff. But can't be bothered. Just so bored. Don't want to do homework, don't want to play. Wish that I could just close my eyes and sleep to the end of my days. I can't go on like this...... I can't live through my days feeling so empty, as if I want something to do but can't, AND also as if I have done everything I have ever wanted. So. Agkelos. Help. Kai posted at 11.40 a.m, 14-1-07 I can't believe I still have the time to type this out. Right now I'm trying to complete a book report, a poster and all the while making it look nice. Not to mention I still have maths and physics homework to do. This sucks. But I guess I have to get used to it. Everyone says that. Looks like tomorrow a couple of teachers may, MAY, feel down. Coz of me. Oh come on...... Dammit. Short on time. Kai posted at 11.22 p.m, 8-1-07 Am late. Again. Dam. Anyway. Second day of school. The homework starts now, yea? Everything's starting now. Everyone's getting serious. And it's seriously not fun anymore. I guess I'm not too sure how to explain it. And don't get me started about CCA. Secondary 3 life in a uniform group. How depressing. I wish I was more like my brother. He rarely feels guilt. That's what I need. To not feel guilt. Then going through life would be so much easier. Not no work at all. Just easier. It's starting to get to me now. How horrible. And as I'm typing this. Oh god I feel sick. I feel like......throwing up if you will. But I can't. And I have to live with this. I'm actually guessing that I'm not really sick. It's some kind of "goddamit-I-am-going-to-get-screwed-tomorrow-because-I-didn't-do-my-homework-and-I-am-going-to-die-at-CCA" thing. Is it anxiety? Nervousness? Yea. Probably. Screw it. I hope I fall sick tomorrow. Kai posted at 10.39 p.m, 4-1-07 Guessing I'm a little late, no? Anyway, Happy New Year one and all. The past year has been wonderful, thanks to the class of 202. Good laughs, and no cries. I think. Too bad we can't stay together in Secondary 3. Damned education system. Oh well. As with every year (except for my early childhood yeaers), this one was a memorable one. And it will definitely be stored in an archive. It already is. Not to forget my old class of 6C. Thanks for having the BBQs in June and December. Sad that not many showed up, but thank you for doing so anyway. People come, people go. And still so many I don't know. Kai posted at 6.00 p.m, 2-1-07. |